never trust a girl with blue eyes

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 23:49:09 GMT

this is so melodramaic. im so sick of this stupid feeling. my stupid head. i want to shut it off, but the "off" switch just doesnt exist. so im tearing things apart. and she doesnt seem to care. well, this isnt even about her at all. theres nothing i can do.

Jennie and Dustin are going to be here in a few minutes. i might ask to stay with them for a few days. im not looking forward to going back to Humboldt.

im so done.

sex me up

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 02:02:50 GMT

well, things are certainly looking up.
i talked to Michelle about all the bullshit going thru my head lately and she completely understood. so we basically came to the conclusion that Christmas should be cancelled next year and people are stupid. like, most people are stupid... we're not talking like 70% of people on the planet. more like 95%. so watch out! you just might be... a stupid person.

didnt do much today. Michelle and i got $50 gift certificates for Victoria's Secret for xmas so we went to the ~~mall~~. it was invigorating. then we went to Best Buy and used up another $50 gift certificate she had. i decided to get Wrong Turn and The Core. what can i say, i like those crazy movies.

i hope to get to Ventura sometime soon. id love to chill with a few of you homebodies. but most of you scan thru yer journals and mine just doesnt stand out i guess. so youll never get the message. whatever. keep it real.

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 06:41:06 GMT

i have a friends-only journal. comment and ill prolly add you, tho.

about me...
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

heh, hit the nail right on the head.